my thoughts

after going to my uni's enrolment exercise, i cant think of anything but you and HD(high dist)... you have been my inspiration since my poly days and will continue to be in my coming uni days..... i thought of you everyday... seeing all those CF6 engine manuals on my table when i first came back to work after your funeral, i broke down..... and my heart breaks a little more every time the bus passes by GE building.... i dread coming to work every morning... i was so proud to let those ppl know that my bro works in GE... esp when they know that you are on that management program, they will give me that Woah face and proceed to ask me "your bro is a first class ar?" to which i'll give a very proud "ya"..... i'm still so proud of you.... everyone knows my bro... but working in the rivel company is not easy for me... seeing things that are related to you everyday is enough to kill me...... because they keep reminding me of my lost.... they kept reminding me that i lose part of my heart......

i miss you so much..........
maomei...