Wednesday, 5 December 2007

My Brother







As we grow older, memories start to fade...

However over the weeks, faded images just keep coming back...


The times when we spent running around Blk 123 back at Jurong. The first time you join me as a Pri 1 in Jurong Town Pri Sch.... Not sure why but we start to drift apart when I join Sec.

No time for kids games I guess.

I was entering adulthood when you were leaving adolescence. Witnessed the puppy love you shared with Debbie and it grew to a serious relationship over time. You carried our parents hopes and lighten the expectation on me as you cheong for honours. Though I never express it, was grateful for diverting the pressure as I was never the high flyer and satisified with maintaining status quo.

If I had know the call from you on my wedding is the last conversation, I will never put down the phone. I had so much to share with you... had thought of lots of ways to bridge the gap between us...

I was the loner in the family, always keeping my thoughts and feeling to myself. Till now, I still cannot come to terms that you are not around anymore. I promise you I will take care of everyone in the family, even Debbie. You have worked hard and deserve a rest liao.

Well... You have reach end point liao. Just wait for me there. Like I said, I am not a High Flyer but I will have results and achievement to show you.
If there is a next life, let's be brothers again. I will paved the way like I always been so that you can learn from my mistakes.
From your Da Ge.

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