Wednesday 14 November 2012

Its been 5 years..

5 years have passed.. altho our lives have all been changed dramatically.. my precious moments with you have been on a standstill since then. All the memories are still fresh in my mind.. all the images of you, the things you used to do or say.. i would just have to close my eyes and recall and the memories would come flowing back to me.

I miss the way you used to tease me, the times we laugh at each other and laugh together.. i miss those times when i needed someone.. and you just knew it whenever i was feeling down, and you just knew exactly what words to say and what i needed to hear in order to comfort me. We seemed to be able to read each others feelings and mind like second nature.

I brought Jerlynn to visit you yesterday. I hope you had a good glance at her.. You must have been watching over us so i had everything going well, right before delivery till now. She has been a good girl so far. Please also watch over ma and pa so they will be happy n healthy always. Ma hasnt been feeling too well these days.

I wonder where you are now and what you are doing.. and if you are ok. We all miss you so so much.

A new year is coming again.. and the cycle goes on and on each year. I'm hoping i can find something more meaningful to do so i can lead a more fulfiling life.

In the meantime, we will be strong n carry on. I love you n miss you just as much as before as always.

Loving n missin you,
Deb

Tuesday 6 November 2012

Carry me on my wedding

Hello bro,
times flies and next week means another year have gone.

I was reading a forum about a girl who don't care about the size of her proposal ring.
Her only request is that he carries her on their wedding day.
I immediately thought of you and the Newpaper article.
"He was training his arms, so he can carry me on the wedding day."
Not saying she is heavy but the wedding grown can get pretty heavy especially with all the bling bling and crystals.
Funny just realise how boastful you are of your biceps, do you even need to train to carry her?

Was talking to your sis the other day and talked about grandchilds.
Hope she get married soon and give your parents a grandchild to play and be occupied with.

Ya I still remembered last year I promised to bring flowers next week.

Debbie's son is cute. Her daughter is sleeping so didn't get to look at her.
But then as a guy, think all babies below 3 months look the same.
Will update you when she gets older.

Bye.

YY