Saturday 27 September 2014

Your Xiao Mei is getting married today

Yo bro,
Guess you already knew but just incase so updating you.
Your Xiao Mei is getting married today.
You must be happy to know that she has finally settled down with a guy she love.
If you are here, I am sure you will devise some game to test his determination to marry her during the gate crashing.
Don't worry about him ever bullying her.
Lots of people will help ensure that he takes good care of her, so you can rest your mind.

YY

Thursday 31 July 2014

I'm missing you once again. Every i pen something down in this blog, tears never stop rolling down my cheeks. Tears of despair and desperation, as well as the heartache that comes along with it in realization that we will never meet again. 'Till death do us part' is a painful reality that a person can never understand until you lose someone extremely dear to you. And I have. You were the world to me. You were my everything and my all. I wish I had more years with you. I wished I could give you half of whatever years that I had left so we would die together at the same time, and need not feel the pain of losing one another. Yes. I really do miss you. My new life and my new family keeps me busy and keeps my thoughts away from you for a few moments, yet when I'm all alone and quiet.. I think about you. I wonder if you are fast forwarded into the next life or in another parallel dimension, living with another me. My heart beat used to beat for you and it still beats for you. A dream with you in it makes me feel alive and truly happy like before, maybe even happier. I wish I could see your handsome face again, hear your beautiful voice again, see you flex those muscles again, let you tease me again, cheer me up when I'm sad, go for movies.. musicals, trainings and runs with me again. Take a bus ride like before again.. And do all the things we used to do again. I miss our past together, all the joy and happiness you have brought into my life.. I thank you baby, irregardless of how short the times were.. I thank you. I believe I can cope better now when I speak about you and tears no longer well up as easily as before, but the pain still tugs deep inside of me. If only there was an easier way out of this. If only I could talk to you again once more.

I miss you and I will love you like always till the day I breathe my last..

I'll always Rem the lyrics to this song that you used to sing to me.. It just relates so well to us.

"if you get there before I do, don't give up on me.. I'll meet you when my chores are through. I don't know how long I'll be here. But I'm not gonna let you down.. Darling wait and see. And between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you.. Love me"

Love you baby..
Debs

Friday 14 February 2014

Hi Dar..

Happy 7th anniversary.  It would have been the 7th year since we got married. And the 16th year since we got together in Jc. Times flies.. Today marks both the Chinese and English calender valentine's day and I believe it's also your Chinese lunar birthday today..

You appeared in my dreams during the cny period..  I believe you came to visit.  I miss u so much.. And always wonder how things would have been like if you were around. But i know this is how life's meant to be.. That everyone leaves someday.. Only when and how.

I hope to meet you again when I leave this earth someday.. And talk about our good old times and what we have missed out since we last met.

"I'll meet you when my chores are through.. "

" love, me"

Always loving and missing you dearly.
Happy v-day my dear.

Hugs*