It was on this day that I lost you 8 years ago, while i was out on a run. Somehow, something inside of me told me I didn't feel like completing my late evening run that day, shortening my run and returning home. I came home to an anxious dad, already on a bicycle, all ready to comb the Simei premises in search of me, to tell me about the dreaded news about you. The news that would turn my world around and change everything that I once had in my life.
8 years on.. Here i am again, replaying the scenes of that fateful day. I was seemingly much better and 'the day' wasnt going to get to me. Not today. I was busy at work.. it was probably a good thing, helping me to keep my mind off thinking about the past.
As the evening closed in on me after work.. i suddenly felt a sense of lost. That feeling was creeping in. I broke down.
I wasnt as strong as I thought i was or would be. I hadn't been able to put the past behind me, like I had thought that I would. It wasn't as easy as it seemed. It was about you. You and I.
I miss you loads.. I still do. You may be at the back of my mind on most days.. But you will always hold a special place in one corner of my heart.
I love you.
Signing Off,
Love, Debbie
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