It was on this day that I lost you 8 years ago, while i was out on a run. Somehow, something inside of me told me I didn't feel like completing my late evening run that day, shortening my run and returning home. I came home to an anxious dad, already on a bicycle, all ready to comb the Simei premises in search of me, to tell me about the dreaded news about you. The news that would turn my world around and change everything that I once had in my life.
8 years on.. Here i am again, replaying the scenes of that fateful day. I was seemingly much better and 'the day' wasnt going to get to me. Not today. I was busy at work.. it was probably a good thing, helping me to keep my mind off thinking about the past.
As the evening closed in on me after work.. i suddenly felt a sense of lost. That feeling was creeping in. I broke down.
I wasnt as strong as I thought i was or would be. I hadn't been able to put the past behind me, like I had thought that I would. It wasn't as easy as it seemed. It was about you. You and I.
I miss you loads.. I still do. You may be at the back of my mind on most days.. But you will always hold a special place in one corner of my heart.
I love you.
Signing Off,
Love, Debbie
Friday, 13 November 2015
Chin up - nipple up - navel up
Hello,
Went to visit you as usual this year but didn't make a post here.
Figured no need to as paying respect is personal stuff.
Your silly sister gave me a call, asking me did I post the nipple-up post.
Guess she didn't knew nipple-up was during JC first year. Since then, between you and me, we are competing until navel-up.
Yes I also remembered during army days, we talked about doing chin up with SBO, then FBO.
Recently I saw a video/gif about different kinds of chin up.
If we saw it earlier like we are in JC or Uni or if you are still around andwe are I am still fit, we may attempt them as well.
Sometimes I wonder how life will be different if you are still around, Surely there will be more laughter and more gathering as you always been the center and life of the groups.
Take care.
YY
Went to visit you as usual this year but didn't make a post here.
Figured no need to as paying respect is personal stuff.
Your silly sister gave me a call, asking me did I post the nipple-up post.
Guess she didn't knew nipple-up was during JC first year. Since then, between you and me, we are competing until navel-up.
Yes I also remembered during army days, we talked about doing chin up with SBO, then FBO.
Recently I saw a video/gif about different kinds of chin up.
If we saw it earlier like we are in JC or Uni or if you are still around and
Sometimes I wonder how life will be different if you are still around, Surely there will be more laughter and more gathering as you always been the center and life of the groups.
Take care.
YY
... ...
Yo it's been 8years since that night when I receive the terrible news... I bet you are still challenging the Angels with your "nipple- ups" now. While you enjoy the serenity and peace, do keep a look out for your loved ones... N don't you dare laugh at my belly!!! Till we meet again my old friend
Friday, 3 July 2015
See You Again
Yo Bro,
I wanted to dedicate this song to you when I caught the movie.
It brought tears to my eyes when I heard it in the cinema.
But life been busy so I never got around to until today.
Recently heard it over the radio and thought of you again.
Others has shared the lyrics so I will only share the video.
Take care,
Until I see you again.
YY
Sunday, 3 May 2015
how are you..?
Been feeling a little down and missing you for a while now. Been wanting to post the main song from fast and furious 7, but somebody has beat me to it. :) (only shows how much you were loved and remembered) The moment I heard the song during the movie, paired with the ending shots, I immediately thought of you.. and was thinking to myself.. what a nice way to pay tribute to somebody whom you have lost recently.
My loss isn't any where near recent.. but the pain is still etched deep inside of me. The pain of having lost you forever, and not being able to see, hear and speak to you again. I'll always imagine how things would be like if you were still around. But it will all just fade away to a thought for it will never be fulfilled nor tested.
I also wonder how is life for you right now.. What are you thinking.. what are you feeling?
I miss you to bits. I wish I could laugh with you again. Wholeheartedly. I haven't been able to since the day I lost you.
The wind is so strong as I'm typing this. The trees are swaying so hard in the wind. A likely storm is about to crash down on our streets again this very night as most people are deep in their sleep. I'm tearing as I'm writing this..i need an avenue to tell you how I feel or someone about what I'm feeling but this is probably my only source, as I should have "moved on" by now. After all, it's been almost 7 over years..
The skies are all red and fury. And ready to cry with me.
I miss u.
I still wanna say these few phrases from the song "See you again" coz it says all that I wanna say to you, my love..
It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again
How could we not talk about family, when family's all that we got?
Everything I went through, you were standing there by my side
And now you gon' be with me for the last ride
So let the light guide your way, yeah
Hold every memory as you go
And every road you take
Will always lead you home, home
I love you..till we meet again.
Deb
My loss isn't any where near recent.. but the pain is still etched deep inside of me. The pain of having lost you forever, and not being able to see, hear and speak to you again. I'll always imagine how things would be like if you were still around. But it will all just fade away to a thought for it will never be fulfilled nor tested.
I also wonder how is life for you right now.. What are you thinking.. what are you feeling?
I miss you to bits. I wish I could laugh with you again. Wholeheartedly. I haven't been able to since the day I lost you.
The wind is so strong as I'm typing this. The trees are swaying so hard in the wind. A likely storm is about to crash down on our streets again this very night as most people are deep in their sleep. I'm tearing as I'm writing this..i need an avenue to tell you how I feel or someone about what I'm feeling but this is probably my only source, as I should have "moved on" by now. After all, it's been almost 7 over years..
The skies are all red and fury. And ready to cry with me.
I miss u.
I still wanna say these few phrases from the song "See you again" coz it says all that I wanna say to you, my love..
It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again
How could we not talk about family, when family's all that we got?
Everything I went through, you were standing there by my side
And now you gon' be with me for the last ride
So let the light guide your way, yeah
Hold every memory as you go
And every road you take
Will always lead you home, home
I love you..till we meet again.
Deb
Wednesday, 15 April 2015
See You Again
Was watching this movie when they played this sound track. revisited this site and all the faded memories flooded back again. dedicating this song to you, my bro
It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again
Damn, who knew?
All the planes we flew
Good things we've been through
That I'll be standing right here talking to you
About another path
I know we loved to hit the road and laugh
But something told me that it wouldn't last
Had to switch up
Look at things different see the bigger picture
Those were the days
Hard work forever pays
Now I see you in a better place
How could we not talk about family when family's all that we got?
Everything I went through you were standing there by my side
And now you gonna be with me for the last ride
It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again
First you both go out your way
And the vibe is feeling strong
And what's small turn to a friendship
A friendship turn into a bond
And that bond will never be broken
And the love will never get lost
And when brotherhood come first
Then the line will never be crossed
Established it on our own
When that line had to be drawn
And that line is what we reach
So remember me when I'm gone
How could we not talk about family when family's all that we got?
Everything I went through you were standing there by my side
And now you gonna be with me for the last ride
So let the light guide your way, yeah
Hold every memory as you go
And every road you take will always lead you home, home
It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again
When I see you again
When I see you again
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again
Damn, who knew?
All the planes we flew
Good things we've been through
That I'll be standing right here talking to you
About another path
I know we loved to hit the road and laugh
But something told me that it wouldn't last
Had to switch up
Look at things different see the bigger picture
Those were the days
Hard work forever pays
Now I see you in a better place
How could we not talk about family when family's all that we got?
Everything I went through you were standing there by my side
And now you gonna be with me for the last ride
It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again
First you both go out your way
And the vibe is feeling strong
And what's small turn to a friendship
A friendship turn into a bond
And that bond will never be broken
And the love will never get lost
And when brotherhood come first
Then the line will never be crossed
Established it on our own
When that line had to be drawn
And that line is what we reach
So remember me when I'm gone
How could we not talk about family when family's all that we got?
Everything I went through you were standing there by my side
And now you gonna be with me for the last ride
So let the light guide your way, yeah
Hold every memory as you go
And every road you take will always lead you home, home
It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again
When I see you again
When I see you again
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