i ws so unwillingly to let you go... while the whole family was in suzhou, i wished with all my heart that i can be with all of you........ when you finally came home... i felt a little better.. knowing you're back here and i have 2 1/2 days with you.... i spend as much time next to you as possible for those few days.... leaning on your coffin... i kept telling myself how proud i was to have you as my bro.... so many ppl coming to see you....... paying their last respects.... and i saw many of your frens sob..... brother... i'm so proud of you.... you left such great memories and a powderful impact on your friends...... i am so so proud of you........
on thrusday... we had to leave you.... we had to cover your coffin..... i gave you a kiss before da ge pulled me away......... and you wasnt alone... i was with you till the end.... i tag along with you wherever you went since i knew how to start walking and i was still with you in the Volvo.... when its time.. i gave you some roses and 1 last kiss..... my heart was breaking but i knew i had to hang on.....
you showered me with love and concern while i kept taking you for granted...... i'm so sorry bro.. for all the wrong i've done..... pls do come back to see us whenever you can....... i miss you so much.... but i know you have gone somewhere greater and you will never ever leave us...... i love you so much bro..... i'll study hard and take good care of the parents... i guess its hard not to do well since i'm your sister and i too, have the good genes.... just that they developed slower....
PS: dont be mad at those dumb reporters who put the pic you and i took at you sch garden...
love always
mao mei.......
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