Hello eujin kor kor, i thought of you yesterday night. About all the memories i had of you since i was in primary 1, when i went out with you and my sister, tagged along and irritated you both. All the times you played with me as a kid and made me laugh, told me jokes (:
And when i grew up, you started talking to me more like an teenager each day, watching me grow. Maybe i never told you, but i was always very proud of you as a brother-in-law. And i always boasted to my friends about you, someone with so much intelligence and such a good personality.
Then came my O levels where you tutored me so often, together with my best friend, just so we could do our last minute preparation. No matter how terrible i seem, you still carried on teaching me to make the best out of it. And never gave up. I hope you saw my results, many were shocked, most probably thought i wouldn't make it. But i was the top few in my class, comparing to how i was the bottom few in the 4 years of my secondary school.
Sometimes there comes a point where life stops giving you things and starts taking them back, where it tears the hearts of a thousand, or tears one heart a thousand times whenever the unwanted happens. Like an unfamilar road, life consist of many turns and corners, ups and downs, but all in all, there is an end to it all and that's when we've accomplished what we've come to earth for, like you've done. I'd be lying if i said you didn't leave an impact on me, because you did the exact oppsite that no one else could have done so easily.
Thank you for changing my life, giving me an inspiration and motivation in life, something to look forward to each day; to do things to the best of my abilities and have no regrets. Now, whatever i do, i just want to do you proud. I'm sure you're here helping me out in my Poly life, physically or mentally, but i'm doing better than i expected and i hope you see it too.
I've always been 'academically challenged' and hated studying. But I'll carry on working hard, i promise. And once again, watch me okay! (:
Love,
Denise
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