《世界上最远的距离》

世界上最远的距离
不是 生与死的距离
而是 我站在你面前
你不知道我爱你
世界上最远的距离
不是 我站在你面前
你不知道我爱你
而是 爱到痴迷
却不能说我爱你
世界上最远的距离
不是 我不能说我爱你
而是 想你痛彻心脾
却只能深埋心底
世界上最远的距离
不是 我不能说我想你
而是 彼此相爱
却不能够在一起
世界上最远的距离
不是 彼此相爱
却不能够在一起
而是明知道真爱无敌
却装作毫不在意
世界上最远的距离
不是 树与树的距离
而是 同根生长的树枝
却无法在风中相依
世界上最远的距离
不是 树枝无法相依
而是 相互了望的星星
却没有交汇的轨迹
世界上最远的距离
不是 星星之间的轨迹
而是 纵然轨迹交汇
却在转瞬间无处寻觅
世界上最远的距离
不是 瞬间便无处寻觅
而是 尚未相遇
便注定无法相聚
世界上最远的距离
是鱼与飞鸟的距离
一个在天,一个却深潜海底

Yesterday i got lost in circles

Hello eujin kor kor, i thought of you yesterday night. About all the memories i had of you since i was in primary 1, when i went out with you and my sister, tagged along and irritated you both. All the times you played with me as a kid and made me laugh, told me jokes (:

And when i grew up, you started talking to me more like an teenager each day, watching me grow. Maybe i never told you, but i was always very proud of you as a brother-in-law. And i always boasted to my friends about you, someone with so much intelligence and such a good personality.

Then came my O levels where you tutored me so often, together with my best friend, just so we could do our last minute preparation. No matter how terrible i seem, you still carried on teaching me to make the best out of it. And never gave up. I hope you saw my results, many were shocked, most probably thought i wouldn't make it. But i was the top few in my class, comparing to how i was the bottom few in the 4 years of my secondary school.

Sometimes there comes a point where life stops giving you things and starts taking them back, where it tears the hearts of a thousand, or tears one heart a thousand times whenever the unwanted happens. Like an unfamilar road, life consist of many turns and corners, ups and downs, but all in all, there is an end to it all and that's when we've accomplished what we've come to earth for, like you've done. I'd be lying if i said you didn't leave an impact on me, because you did the exact oppsite that no one else could have done so easily.

Thank you for changing my life, giving me an inspiration and motivation in life, something to look forward to each day; to do things to the best of my abilities and have no regrets. Now, whatever i do, i just want to do you proud. I'm sure you're here helping me out in my Poly life, physically or mentally, but i'm doing better than i expected and i hope you see it too.

I've always been 'academically challenged' and hated studying. But I'll carry on working hard, i promise. And once again, watch me okay! (:

Love,
Denise

its been months since i last blog here... there are so much i wanna tell you.. i miss the times when i used to follow u around, just wanting to irritate u, play with u and just being next to u... i kept thinking of those childish games we played when we were young... and each time, i try hard not to cry.... its so painful whenever ppl ask me wat my bros are doing... 1 in HP and the other..... i just dont know how to reply them....

so many changes in my life but u wasnt here... however i'm sure u met him coz i brought him to the temple in seng kang... i'm very very loved now.. its like, u sent him to shower me with love.. knowing how needy ur sis is...=)

i love you so much bro..

i misses u so much.. come back soon k...

26 Aug - 02 Sept 2007..

The very same day today last year was the last time I saw you at the Shanghai Airport. I remember you telling me that six months would pass very quickly and you would then be back in Singapore. In the blink of an eye, it's already been a year since we last met.

I have never missed someone so much that it hurts.

As November approaches once again..I can't help but wish that it would pass quickly.

Hoping you would be somewhere near when November comes.

Debbie