Been feeling a little down and missing you for a while now. Been wanting to post the main song from fast and furious 7, but somebody has beat me to it. :) (only shows how much you were loved and remembered) The moment I heard the song during the movie, paired with the ending shots, I immediately thought of you.. and was thinking to myself.. what a nice way to pay tribute to somebody whom you have lost recently.
My loss isn't any where near recent.. but the pain is still etched deep inside of me. The pain of having lost you forever, and not being able to see, hear and speak to you again. I'll always imagine how things would be like if you were still around. But it will all just fade away to a thought for it will never be fulfilled nor tested.
I also wonder how is life for you right now.. What are you thinking.. what are you feeling?
I miss you to bits. I wish I could laugh with you again. Wholeheartedly. I haven't been able to since the day I lost you.
The wind is so strong as I'm typing this. The trees are swaying so hard in the wind. A likely storm is about to crash down on our streets again this very night as most people are deep in their sleep. I'm tearing as I'm writing this..i need an avenue to tell you how I feel or someone about what I'm feeling but this is probably my only source, as I should have "moved on" by now. After all, it's been almost 7 over years..
The skies are all red and fury. And ready to cry with me.
I miss u.
I still wanna say these few phrases from the song "See you again" coz it says all that I wanna say to you, my love..
It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again
How could we not talk about family, when family's all that we got?
Everything I went through, you were standing there by my side
And now you gon' be with me for the last ride
So let the light guide your way, yeah
Hold every memory as you go
And every road you take
Will always lead you home, home
I love you..till we meet again.
Deb
