What Hurts The Most
by Rascal Flatts
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I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
Still thinking and missing you every single day..
Deb
Tuesday, 26 February 2008
Monday, 25 February 2008
I am sorry for your loss of him.
Today, 11pm sunday of 24 February 2008, I happen to read a link to a news in Asiaone. After much readings of the news there, I was prompted to clicking the news of a super-fit Eu Jin. I hope this link can be useful reference of him for everyone reading of him
http://news.asiaone.com/News/AsiaOne%2BNews/Singapore/Story/A1Story20071121-37786.html
Even though this news was 3 months ago, I felt saddened by it.
It was beyond words that a brilliant young man of 26 years old, with a first class honours in Engineering, and was super-fit as a scuba diver, a strong swimmer, and a marathoner, had drowned in a swimmming pool of 1.2m deep.
After reading it, my holy spirit had prompted me to google search for your blog on him. It came to this.
Although I do not know him or you, my holy spirit had prompted me to message this to you, - that Eu Jin is now with the Lord. He is now in heaven with God.
Debbie, it seemed God's will is very real. Your 10 years of "good-fit" relationships between you and him had ended suddenly in the most dramatic way.
Seriously, nobody would have believed that a strong superb fitness man was found drown in a 1.2 m deep swimming pool.
Even over-exertion is not expected to drown him as he was in superb fitness. Even though water in the swimmming pool is shallow - at 1.2m in depth, he can easily stand up on it.
Unfortunately, sadness to say, the heart can unexpectedly fail. It can only be God's to save him or to take him away with Him.
Debbie, soon you will be able to understand God's will. You will soon know how to do God's will as the Holy Spirit will work in you.
God's will is when God has a purpose for every person to do His will. It is God's intent that you will build according to His will.
Debbie, be sure that Christ is the foundation of your life. Let the Holy spirit be the builder. He can build far better than you can.
Have a effective quiet time each day.
Find a quiet place - where you can be alone with God.
Read or study your Bible every day.
Listen to what God says to you.
Write down what God says to you and what you say to God.
Spend time with a member of your family everyday.
Always pray for others first - praying through your prayer list
Confess your sins to God and accept that God has forgiven you.
Cheers.
George
Today, 11pm sunday of 24 February 2008, I happen to read a link to a news in Asiaone. After much readings of the news there, I was prompted to clicking the news of a super-fit Eu Jin. I hope this link can be useful reference of him for everyone reading of him
http://news.asiaone.com/News/AsiaOne%2BNews/Singapore/Story/A1Story20071121-37786.html
Even though this news was 3 months ago, I felt saddened by it.
It was beyond words that a brilliant young man of 26 years old, with a first class honours in Engineering, and was super-fit as a scuba diver, a strong swimmer, and a marathoner, had drowned in a swimmming pool of 1.2m deep.
After reading it, my holy spirit had prompted me to google search for your blog on him. It came to this.
Although I do not know him or you, my holy spirit had prompted me to message this to you, - that Eu Jin is now with the Lord. He is now in heaven with God.
Debbie, it seemed God's will is very real. Your 10 years of "good-fit" relationships between you and him had ended suddenly in the most dramatic way.
Seriously, nobody would have believed that a strong superb fitness man was found drown in a 1.2 m deep swimming pool.
Even over-exertion is not expected to drown him as he was in superb fitness. Even though water in the swimmming pool is shallow - at 1.2m in depth, he can easily stand up on it.
Unfortunately, sadness to say, the heart can unexpectedly fail. It can only be God's to save him or to take him away with Him.
Debbie, soon you will be able to understand God's will. You will soon know how to do God's will as the Holy Spirit will work in you.
God's will is when God has a purpose for every person to do His will. It is God's intent that you will build according to His will.
Debbie, be sure that Christ is the foundation of your life. Let the Holy spirit be the builder. He can build far better than you can.
Have a effective quiet time each day.
Find a quiet place - where you can be alone with God.
Read or study your Bible every day.
Listen to what God says to you.
Write down what God says to you and what you say to God.
Spend time with a member of your family everyday.
Always pray for others first - praying through your prayer list
Confess your sins to God and accept that God has forgiven you.
Cheers.
George
Tuesday, 19 February 2008
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday darling.
I miss you so much..and everytime I miss you, I look up to the sky and imagine you must be somewhere up there looking and watching over each and every one of your loved ones.
But You must be busy celebrating your birthday with all the other angels up there. Have fun dear. :)
Loving you like always.
Debbie
I miss you so much..and everytime I miss you, I look up to the sky and imagine you must be somewhere up there looking and watching over each and every one of your loved ones.
But You must be busy celebrating your birthday with all the other angels up there. Have fun dear. :)
Loving you like always.
Debbie
Happy Birthday
Happy birthday my dear friend.
Still remember the times I helped ur celebrate your bdae in hall.
1st year is debbie organised a surpised bday party for you with your sports camp friends.
2nd year is I popped over with a Sara-Lee cake at the prompting of debbie.
3rd year you were away in GIP.
Promised before I will make a cake for you... so just wait a while my friend til I get there..
Still remember the times I helped ur celebrate your bdae in hall.
1st year is debbie organised a surpised bday party for you with your sports camp friends.
2nd year is I popped over with a Sara-Lee cake at the prompting of debbie.
3rd year you were away in GIP.
Promised before I will make a cake for you... so just wait a while my friend til I get there..
Thursday, 14 February 2008
My Valentine
Hi Darling,
Happy 10th year anniversary.
I miss you so much..
Never had a Valentine’s day been so difficult for me..as the one this year.
10 years ago on this very same day, I remember we had our dragonboat training..I was thinking like… “What??” Dragonboat training on V-day??” But.. I guess it was an opportunity given to us..to get together on this very same day.
I remember I deliberately took the same bus home with you after training, so that I could pass you the little heart shaped “card” I made from cork. I remember how I finally got to seat next to you on the bus, and how I finally shoved the “card” into your hands after some embarrassing moments and pauses.. and I also remember how you laughed at my spelling mistake, and how I was trying so hard to cover it up by drawing some designs over it..
That was, perhaps, one of my best and most heart warming first experiences with you.
I still remember how we sat at the Hougang interchange chatting that night, while trying to find out how we felt about each other, before finally making the “final” decision to get together. It all felt like yesterday..
What happened during the long chat at the interchange that night… I still remember.. and I will keep it in my heart, my mind and my soul. I remember it was around 11 plus pm close to midnight when you “asked” me to be your girlfriend. I was exhilarated, yet a little worried if this relationship will work out for us.
The next few Valentine’s only reaffirmed my feelings for you..as I learnt and grew to love you more and more each and every single day. Sure, we had our own fine arguments too. But they were usually never left overnight. And the next day was always better than the previous...
9 years down the road, I made the decision to marry you. As we said our wedding vows at the Registrar of Marriages on 14 Feb 2007, I knew ours was a match made in heaven. I could see and imagine you as my husband, caring for me and our families. I could see you as the father of my children. I could see us growing old together and still hold hands while walking in the park many many years down the road. I could imagine us dying within days of each other due to old age as our children grew up and got married. I could see all those..
Though you cant be physically here this Valentine’s. I will always hold you and my memories of you deeply in my heart. It was indeed the best relationship with someone anyone could ever have.
I love you Darling. And I always will.
@>-----
Happy 10th year anniversary.
I miss you so much..
Never had a Valentine’s day been so difficult for me..as the one this year.
10 years ago on this very same day, I remember we had our dragonboat training..I was thinking like… “What??” Dragonboat training on V-day??” But.. I guess it was an opportunity given to us..to get together on this very same day.
I remember I deliberately took the same bus home with you after training, so that I could pass you the little heart shaped “card” I made from cork. I remember how I finally got to seat next to you on the bus, and how I finally shoved the “card” into your hands after some embarrassing moments and pauses.. and I also remember how you laughed at my spelling mistake, and how I was trying so hard to cover it up by drawing some designs over it..
That was, perhaps, one of my best and most heart warming first experiences with you.
I still remember how we sat at the Hougang interchange chatting that night, while trying to find out how we felt about each other, before finally making the “final” decision to get together. It all felt like yesterday..
What happened during the long chat at the interchange that night… I still remember.. and I will keep it in my heart, my mind and my soul. I remember it was around 11 plus pm close to midnight when you “asked” me to be your girlfriend. I was exhilarated, yet a little worried if this relationship will work out for us.
The next few Valentine’s only reaffirmed my feelings for you..as I learnt and grew to love you more and more each and every single day. Sure, we had our own fine arguments too. But they were usually never left overnight. And the next day was always better than the previous...
9 years down the road, I made the decision to marry you. As we said our wedding vows at the Registrar of Marriages on 14 Feb 2007, I knew ours was a match made in heaven. I could see and imagine you as my husband, caring for me and our families. I could see you as the father of my children. I could see us growing old together and still hold hands while walking in the park many many years down the road. I could imagine us dying within days of each other due to old age as our children grew up and got married. I could see all those..
Though you cant be physically here this Valentine’s. I will always hold you and my memories of you deeply in my heart. It was indeed the best relationship with someone anyone could ever have.
I love you Darling. And I always will.
@>-----
Saturday, 2 February 2008
Dear Friend
Just like you to know that you're not forgotten and your friends still misses you. Really hope that god could have given us more time to accomplish the goals that we set out to achieve. Thank you for being a great friend when you were around. To those who love you dearly, i hope their lives will be back normal as much as possible and i know you'll be watching over them as you always do.
L
L
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