Friday, 18 June 2010

Blessing

I can't be certain whether you heard but I believe you would have known as you would be up there looking down at us all the time.

Knowing you, your feelings will be mixed.

Sad but also happy.

But you will suck it up like a man, hid the saddness and give your blessing as you truly wants her to be happy.


Met your sis. Will give her any necessary word of advice or help if needed.


Benny getting married in Jan.

If you are around, you will be the best man.


May you shower your blessings on all of them from above.

Regards,
YY

Friday, 19 February 2010

Happy Birthday

Hi,
Happy Birthday.
Sorry its a workday today.
Will visit tomorrow.

YY

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday To You, Eu Jin.

Monday, 21 December 2009

A tribute that is long overdue

There are many times, in the past 2 years, when i want to enter something in this blog dedicated to this great person that i have the privilege to know. Perhaps, it's the fact that i don't know much of Eujin and my then aloofness in our university days that impede our friendship. However, i finally found the courage to enter something in this blog as Christmas draws near. Throughout the 2 years of following this blog, i realized how much Eujin had been an inspiration to many and still have, myself including. If there is anyone that embodies the values of humility,discipline, friendship, love and courage i would say that Eujin is the one such fine example. Eujin has the amazing ability to seemingly bring the best out of everyone around him with his sheer determination and brillance. The world is definitely a lesser place without him. Still i wouldn't mourn his loss, for his life is about courage, and i choose to be brave and celebrate his life, the life of Ooi Eujin. Here's a snip of the lyrics of the movie theme song i heard from the movie "Ladder 49". Hope this will be a message of courage to Debbie and Eujin's loved ones.

Shine your light down on me
Lift me up so i can see
Shine your light when you're gone
Give me the strength
To carry on, carry on

Friday, 18 December 2009

Just a little correction..

Hi dear,

I didnt clock under 5 hours, just under 6.. but somehow I knew I wasn't really running alone this year when I broke the 39km mark. At that point, I felt like you were suddenly beside me pushing me to go on. I still had a lot of strength left when I completed this year's marathon. Probably it's the strength given to me by my own angel.

Still very dearly missed by all at home.

Loving you always,
Debbie

Tuesday, 8 December 2009

A Good News to Share With You, Eu Jin

Hello Eu Jin,

Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 2009 was held on 6 Dec, Sunday.
Debbie has made it in Full Marathon.
She clocked her personal best timing within 5hrs.
I know you will be proud of her just like how I feel now.

Sunday, 6 December 2009

year 2009

Time has not slow down since the day you left us, and everything else still has to go on. i'm reaching the last year of my uni life, and i cant help but keep recalling that u said u will be there for my convocation.

Recently i'm not sure why but i left ur presence more than ever. this gave me a mixture of feelings of happiness and guiltiness. i'm guilty because of my mediocre results and the only thing i feel that u might be proud of is that i got my license within 3 months.

Nonetheless, continue to keep the family safe and sound. =)

miss you
xue

Sunday, 8 November 2009

A question that came too late.....



Last week I ran into Lee Lim, a pri school friend whom I haven seen for a long time.
We had lunch on Fri and I asked him,

"Do you still remember Eu jin? I saw him a few years at the train but I didn't call him because he look very different now, I cannot confirm if it is him..."

And from there I learnt about what happened and the sadness and shock is just indescribable..
I am sorry to know about this after so long as I was oversea then till last year and more guilty not having to go up and talk to him when I had the chance...

I recently published my first comic book, and he has always been encouraging and supporting me last time, believing I will be a great artist. And I know he will be there to support me too now.

I will not grief for your loss, but to live to the fullest, juz like he will always do :)

Alan
, Jia-Ping

Saturday, 26 September 2009

Bro,

I just wanna say that though we met briefly during NS, that doesn't mean you aren't in my heart. Life can be cruel, taking away the nicest of people, but i think it is testimony to the wonderful person you are, that till today, a lot of people still miss and think about you. I think if there is anything all of us can learn, and that is to treasure our loved ones, and never taking them for granted. Honour but i will, with you as my inspiration, work towards being a better person.

Friday, 11 September 2009

Mind full of thoughts.. of You.

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon-dust
In your hair of black
And starlight in your eyes of brown

Looking back on how it was
In years gone by
And the good times that I had
Makes today seem rather sad
So much has changed

It was songs of love that
I would sing to you then
And I’d memorize each word
Those old melodies
Still sound so good to me

As they melt the years away
All my best memories
Come back clearly to me
Some can even make me cry
Just like before

It seems like yesterday once more.

Love,
Deb

Thursday, 10 September 2009

In my dreams

When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I’ll be glad 'cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I’ll look and see your face
You were right there for me

In my dreams
I’ll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I’ll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be

Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

In my dreams
I’ll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I’ll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be

'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

In my dreams
I’ll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I’ll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be

Have so much to tell you, and really wish I could talk to you again.

Love,
Deb

Wednesday, 5 August 2009

A friend in need....

Yo Eujin,

Its such an irony.... here I am

Sunday, 28 June 2009

Thursday, 28 May 2009

hey bro...

we still misses you so much every single day.. during my exams, i know u were there.. though the results are not out yet, i reckon i'll do ok this sem.. and i have finally started my driving lessons.. its a struggle for me to overcome the fear but i'll be brave and do it.. i know u would have wanted me to do this..=)

love always
xue

Friday, 8 May 2009

Angel

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always some reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh a beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
oh and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lies
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe
in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

Yo bro,
hear this song over the radio and thought of you.
Hope up there is a better place than down here.

YY

Wednesday, 29 April 2009

how are u?

Yo Eujin,


Hows life up there, I hope its better than here.... terrorist attacks, economy crisis, swine flu... yes U hear me right...

Monday, 27 April 2009

Buddy,

Watched "Army Daze" last night and it brought back alot of memories about our BMT days and i really miss it.. i would say that it was one of the happiest days in my life..

Perl

Friday, 20 February 2009

Happy belated birthday

Happy belated birthday.

YY

Thursday, 19 February 2009

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday, Eu Jin.

Saturday, 14 February 2009

Wishing you..

Happy Valentine's day and happy anniversary my dear..

I will never ever forget all those beautiful memories I had with you the past few years..

Still missing you every single day.

I love you.

Tuesday, 20 January 2009

Missing you ever so deeply..

"Can't Cry Hard Enough"

I'm gonna live my life
Like every day's the last
Without a simple goodbye
It all goes by so fast

And now that you've gone
I can't cry hard enough
No, I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

Gonna open my eyes
And see for the first time
I let go of you like
A child letting go of his kite

There it goes, up in the sky
There it goes, beyond the clouds
For no reason whyI can't cry hard enough
No, I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

Gonna look back in vain
And see you standing there
When all that remains
Is an empty chair

And now that you've gone
I can't cry hard enough
No, I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

There it goes, up in the sky
There it goes, beyond the clouds
For no reason whyI can't cry hard enough
No, I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

And now that you've gone
I can't cry hard enough
No, I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

Missing you dearly always. Sweet memories of you live deeply in my heart as if everything happened only yesterday. Take care and till we meet again.

Love,
Me.

Thursday, 11 December 2008

A nice song for you...

Yo Eujin, I recently watch a movie, <海角七号>, OST is nice. Wanna share with you and hope you will be enjoy it from above =)

范逸臣 - 国境之南

词:严云农

如果海会说话
如果风爱上砂
如果有些想念
遗忘在漫长的长假
我会聆听浪花
让风吹过头发
任记忆里的爱情
在时间潮汐里喧哗

非得等春天远了夏天才近了
我是在回首时终于懂得
当阳光 再次
回到那飘着雨的国境之南
我会试着把那一年的故事
再接下去说完
当阳光 再次
离开那太晴朗的国境之南
妳会不会把妳曾带走的爱
在告别前用微笑全归还

海很蓝 星光灿烂
我仍空着我的臂弯
天很宽 在我独自唱歌的夜晚
请原谅我的爱诉说的太缓慢

当阳光 再次
回到那飘着雨的国境之南
我会试着把那一年的故事
再接下去说完
当阳光 再次
离开那太晴朗的国境之南
妳会不会把妳曾带走的爱
在告别前用微笑全归还

- Limpeh

Sunday, 16 November 2008

祝您愉快

祝您愉快
词黄家强.曲黄家强.主唱黄家强

曾经拥有美梦在天空
可惜天空变成灰朦朦
失去方向失去了希望
相信不相信理想再出现

留在心里的痛怎么说
哥哥是否明了我的心
无理取闹一天又一天
是你给予我给我一点真

你的离开给我人生启示
可是你没有说你去流浪
永远不回
告诉我你还好吗哦……
期待一天能重逢
希望在远方的你
没烦恼没有不适
我一天不能不想你
从前的你给我道理

送你我这一首歌
为谢谢你对爱上护
为洗掉心中的苦楚
衷心说声祝你愉快
永远海阔天空

-x-

Tuesday, 11 November 2008

Eu Jin's Resting Place

For friends, colleagues and relatives who would like to pay respects:

Eu Jin’s Resting Place
U04-81
63 Anchorvale Walk (Off Sengkang East Way)
S545060
Tel: 64893959

Sunday, 28 September 2008

《世界上最远的距离》

世界上最远的距离
不是 生与死的距离
而是 我站在你面前
你不知道我爱你
世界上最远的距离
不是 我站在你面前
你不知道我爱你
而是 爱到痴迷
却不能说我爱你
世界上最远的距离
不是 我不能说我爱你
而是 想你痛彻心脾
却只能深埋心底
世界上最远的距离
不是 我不能说我想你
而是 彼此相爱
却不能够在一起
世界上最远的距离
不是 彼此相爱
却不能够在一起
而是明知道真爱无敌
却装作毫不在意
世界上最远的距离
不是 树与树的距离
而是 同根生长的树枝
却无法在风中相依
世界上最远的距离
不是 树枝无法相依
而是 相互了望的星星
却没有交汇的轨迹
世界上最远的距离
不是 星星之间的轨迹
而是 纵然轨迹交汇
却在转瞬间无处寻觅
世界上最远的距离
不是 瞬间便无处寻觅
而是 尚未相遇
便注定无法相聚
世界上最远的距离
是鱼与飞鸟的距离
一个在天,一个却深潜海底

Saturday, 27 September 2008

Yesterday i got lost in circles

Hello eujin kor kor, i thought of you yesterday night. About all the memories i had of you since i was in primary 1, when i went out with you and my sister, tagged along and irritated you both. All the times you played with me as a kid and made me laugh, told me jokes (:

And when i grew up, you started talking to me more like an teenager each day, watching me grow. Maybe i never told you, but i was always very proud of you as a brother-in-law. And i always boasted to my friends about you, someone with so much intelligence and such a good personality.

Then came my O levels where you tutored me so often, together with my best friend, just so we could do our last minute preparation. No matter how terrible i seem, you still carried on teaching me to make the best out of it. And never gave up. I hope you saw my results, many were shocked, most probably thought i wouldn't make it. But i was the top few in my class, comparing to how i was the bottom few in the 4 years of my secondary school.

Sometimes there comes a point where life stops giving you things and starts taking them back, where it tears the hearts of a thousand, or tears one heart a thousand times whenever the unwanted happens. Like an unfamilar road, life consist of many turns and corners, ups and downs, but all in all, there is an end to it all and that's when we've accomplished what we've come to earth for, like you've done. I'd be lying if i said you didn't leave an impact on me, because you did the exact oppsite that no one else could have done so easily.

Thank you for changing my life, giving me an inspiration and motivation in life, something to look forward to each day; to do things to the best of my abilities and have no regrets. Now, whatever i do, i just want to do you proud. I'm sure you're here helping me out in my Poly life, physically or mentally, but i'm doing better than i expected and i hope you see it too.

I've always been 'academically challenged' and hated studying. But I'll carry on working hard, i promise. And once again, watch me okay! (:

Love,
Denise

Saturday, 6 September 2008

its been months since i last blog here... there are so much i wanna tell you.. i miss the times when i used to follow u around, just wanting to irritate u, play with u and just being next to u... i kept thinking of those childish games we played when we were young... and each time, i try hard not to cry.... its so painful whenever ppl ask me wat my bros are doing... 1 in HP and the other..... i just dont know how to reply them....

so many changes in my life but u wasnt here... however i'm sure u met him coz i brought him to the temple in seng kang... i'm very very loved now.. its like, u sent him to shower me with love.. knowing how needy ur sis is...=)

i love you so much bro..

i misses u so much.. come back soon k...

Tuesday, 2 September 2008

26 Aug - 02 Sept 2007..



















The very same day today last year was the last time I saw you at the Shanghai Airport. I remember you telling me that six months would pass very quickly and you would then be back in Singapore. In the blink of an eye, it's already been a year since we last met.

I have never missed someone so much that it hurts.

As November approaches once again..I can't help but wish that it would pass quickly.

Hoping you would be somewhere near when November comes.


Debbie

Wednesday, 13 August 2008

9 months on..

I have so much to say to you and I am still constantly wishing I can say it to you in person.

And I cant believe that 9 months have passed since we last spoke over the phone..

And the days will just keep counting, with no little chance at all of being able to speak to you again like before.

There are so many places and activities I would rather avoid for fear of recalling all the good times from the past..

Really miss you so much sometimes and wonder if you have been peeking at us from above or somewhere at all, wherever you are at.

Missing you.

Deb

Friday, 1 August 2008

GE DINNER AND DANCE

Again GE is having a Dinner & Dance tmr,we wish that u could/u can/u will be there with us....but fact is cruel,we have to accept that u had left us forever....still remember ur smiling...so friendly to everyone...sometime really wish that i can have a brother/boyfrind like u...hahaha...

Monday, 14 July 2008

Press On

Eujin is a great friend to many. I am truly blessed to have known him since the days at safsa. Over the years, I have turned to him many times when I needed advice. He is always there with a listening ear and to offer words of encouragement whenever I am lost and in need of help.

During the time I was mulling over the decision to come back to further my studies, worrying over whether I was making the right choice to commit 4 years of my life back to being a student, Eujin sent me this poem:

Press on
Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence.
Talent will not.
Nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent.
Genius will not.
Unrewarded genius is almost a proverb.
Education alone will not.
The world is full of educated derelicts.
Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent.

Calvin Coolidge ( 1872 - 1933 )


Eujin, I am sure you left us for somewhere better and greater. The impact you have left behind remains and you will always be remembered fondly.

PL

Looking back in time..

Looking at the pictures on my table,
I wish I was able
To return to the past,
Fast
To go back in time,
And then decline
Leaving you.

I,
Shouldn’t have flown
Away from you
If I had known
That was the last I would have of you.
The last hugs, the last meal, the last kiss goodbye.
If I had known,
I wouldn’t fly far, far away from you.

There were so many plans, so many promises…
We have made for each other.
Wedding was our first, holidays trips for our honeymoon, then children
Just to name a few
It seemed like everything would fall in place as made.

Then,
Before anything was said,
We got a phone call that night,
Telling us about your fate…
Millions of thoughts run through my mind,
Everything had seemed fine.
When I flew away,
Flew away the last time, from you.

Bringing you home this time,
Wasn’t as happy as we had thought it should be.
We saw many familiar faces at the Airport,
All eyes were filled with tears,
Of sadness and shock,
Of having lost…
You.

The one person we had all admired,
In every aspect we could think of,
Studies, Career, Sports,
Relationships with family and friends…
You were so loved.

Like a dove,
You left us as peaceful as you came
Into this world.
Bringing so much joy and love,
To the people in this small part of the world,
Teaching us precious little lessons of life…

Like an angel,
You came and mingled,
Making an impact as you juggled,
All the different things in your life that mattered.
Things just couldn’t have been better.

But I am glad to have had a chance,
In this lifetime
To prance,
Upon an angel like you,
Learning from you life’s first hand’s experiences.
Thank you.

I wrote this at work one day while thinking of you..

Yesterday was the 8th month since you left us..
Sometimes i still wake up in the mornings wondering if this is all just a bad dream, and i would see you sitting at the corner of my bed as i awake from my sleep.
Or receive a phonecall from you telling us you are okay..

I miss you so much..
Deb

Tuesday, 8 July 2008

Hi..

Hi........
My dear frien....how r u there?? hope u r happy.......

Hi...

Hi.......

My dear friend...how r u there?? hope u r happy .

Wednesday, 2 July 2008

Mariah Carey - Bye Bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mammas, daddys, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
lift your hand to the sky
'Cos we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up some times
On Sunday mornings saying I miss you
But i'm glad we talked through
All them wrongful things seperation brings
You never let me know it, you never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
Theres so much more left so say
If you were with me today face to face

Chorus
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
“Miss you but I try not to cry”
As time goes by
And as soon as you reached a better place
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
And we were here next to you
It feels like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye (Bye bye bye bye bye bye) x3
Bye bye

And you never got a chance to see how good I’ve done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong You'd make it through whatever
It’s so hard to accept the fact you’re gone forever

Chorus
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
“Miss you but I try not to cry”
As time goes by
And as soon as you reached a better place
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
Am standing right here next to you
It feels like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye (Bye bye bye bye bye bye) x3

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mammas, daddys, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
'Cos we will never say bye, bye

Chorus
I never knew I could hurt like this (I never knew it)
And everyday life goes on like (everyday of my life I wish)
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile” (I wish)
“Miss you but I try not to cry”
As time goes by (I wish, I wish as time goes by)
And as soon as you reached a better place
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
And we were here next to you
It feels like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(Its hard to say bye bye bye bye bye bye
So come on somebody sing it with me
Wave your hands up high
Hey hey, this if for my peoples who just lost somebody
So this is for everybody
You put your hand to the sky
'Cos we will never say bye bye)



Bro... we still miss you so damn much...........

Saturday, 14 June 2008

D&D 2007-08-18

















Would like to share with you all some photos of Eu Jin in last year Dinner and Dance in G.E





Saturday, 31 May 2008

See You

Eu Jin,

There'll be Adidas Sundown Marathon tonight.
Be there for us, okay.

See you.

Wednesday, 28 May 2008

Missing You...

Eu Jin, just wanna tell you how much the guys have missed you. Don't worry, all of us are getting along fine with our lives and career, but things just don't seem the same as before when you are still with us. We have missed your teasing and laughter badly...still missing you....